…generations of black Africans dreamed and made love…spirits roamed the bush paths, rain soaked the earth in the wet season, and the sun boiled it all away in the dry season, trees fell in the forests…and if any white men saw these things, they left no papers with black marks describing them. There are no books about what happened before white men came to trade slaves. The great deeds and tragedies of the African ancestors were told by the old ones with dimming memories who performed stories by firelight…
Richard Dooling “White Man’s Grave”
Greetings from the land of sun and sand. Today finds me…hot, sitting in an internet café in Fada, contemplating the beauty of a glass of ice water (freezers are miraculous!) and my inability to procure one at this moment. I’ll be in the
The school year is officially in swing (it started at the beginning of October, but things are typically slow in commencing) and my village is once again animated and lively. The atmosphere is markedly changed as the village is again populated with people who spent the rainy season in the fields, the civil servants who are back from their “vacations,” and the junior high and high school students who come from surrounding villages to live in mine during the school year. Work is a bit slow in starting, but things look positive and potentially profitable, especially relative to Year 1 of my Peace Corps stint. I’ve already met several times with my primary school’s Parents’ Association (APE) and will be conducting a training session in the coming week for the officers of all 29 Parents’ Associations in my department. I’m running it in conjunction with the regional representative for the Ministre de
Scorpions
Preface: Scorpions in Burkina are generally not poisonous to the extreme of fatality, they just hurt like a “#à@(9&. It’s evident when Burkinabé comment on the level of pain that it truly hurts.
Preface No. 2: Up until the happenings recounted below, I had only seen two very small scorpions in my village. This, I believe, signifies that I am not only anomalous amongst volunteers, but blessed by some benevolent god as well.
A few blogs ago, I wrote about the benign lizards that populate my house and lauded the fact that I suffer few of the scarier creatures that other volunteers encounter regularly. This previous reality was recently altered by a most unwelcome visitor. A few weeks ago, I went about my morning routine, enjoying a cup of (real) coffee, born of my newly procured percolator, whilst reading one of the many books that I consume rapidly and voraciously (literary gluttony, if you will). After finishing several pages and a cup of American coffee (thank you, Liz!), I filled up my bucket and went to bathe. As I removed the pagne (length of cloth) I use as a towel from the peg rack hanging next to my shower, I was startled by a small, slightly translucent creature lurking ‘neath said pagne. I soon realized that it was a scorpion, about
Thieves
Why, he wondered...do I love it here so much? Is it because here human nature hasn't had time to disguise itself? Nobody here would ever talk about a heaven on earth. Heaven remained rigidly in its place on the other side of death, and on this side fluorished the injustices, the cruelties, the meanness that elsewhere people so cleverly hushed up. Here you could love human beings nearly as God loved them, knowing the worst...
Graham Greene "The Heart Of The Matter"
As those of you who keep up with my blog know, I had a rather unpleasant incident of theft last spring. It resulted in my relocating to another part of village which, both at the time and in retrospect, was a good thing for a number of reasons. Since then, my village experience has changed enormously and for the better. In short, I love my new neighbourhood, my house, and my neighbors, specifically the rugrats who regularly populate my courtyard.
Recently, I experienced another theft, that of an especially sinister nature. Brace yourself.
Somebody stole my bra.
That’s right. My bra. (Pink, very girly, from a package that my parents had recently sent). A very nice bra. A theft-worthy bra.
Laundry
After dinner, I hopped on my bike to go to the marché and sit with Salimata, my best village-friend. I told her what had taken place and she immediately said that she’d come by my house the next day to talk to my neighbors. She was truly offended on my behalf, a fact that was deeply appreciated. She pointed out that it was almost certainly a neighbour, someone who felt comfortable enough entering my courtyard without knocking, and was obviously a girl or young woman. This fact was particularly disturbing since I’m on really friendly terms with my female neighbors and the idea that one of the schoolgirls or young women who lives near me would steal from me was disheartening.
In lieu of the theft, I had locked my courtyard door with a padlock upon leaving that evening (my door locks but the key has long been lost, Burkina could be accurately dubbed the “land of lost keys”). When I returned, feeling better for Sali’s consolation, I unlocked the door and walked in to find the bra lying on my terrace. It had obviously been launched over the wall by someone who had come by to return it, knowing that I'm usually at the marché at the same hour each evening, and found my door padlocked.
In retrospect, I can’t help but understand the motivation of a young woman for stealing my bra. Village girls and women don’t generally have a lot of clothes and the allure of something pretty and feminine is obvious. Women here like to look and feel beautiful, just like the average Western woman. Whoever it was had enough remorse to return it, which makes me feel less slighted. In the grand scheme of things it’s negligible, particularly considering that I certainly own more bras than any woman in my village. Thus, as they say…ça va aller (so it goes).
On the subject of thievery, another brief story:
The very next night I was sleeping in my tent, outside on my terrace, as usual. I’ve become accustomed to falling asleep to the sound of music and tam-tams (drumming) during the frequent weddings and various village celebrations. On this night, however, I awoke to the sound of persistent drumming at 1 am. This was unusual. Drumming doesn’t typically begin in the middle of the night. I tried to fall back asleep, but it persisted, and was soon accompanied by movement all over the village and the sounds of men’s voices. Shortly after, I heard the women from the closest neighboring courtyard talking as they sat on a huge slab of stone between our courtyards. I grabbed my headlamp, got out of my tent, and headed next door. I asked what had happened and they responded (in Mooré) something almost completely incomprehensible to me save the word “wagda”. Thief. This naturally freaked me out and I stood around with them until one of the women suggested, in a very maternal manner, that I go back to sleep. I did, eventually, feeling secure only in that I knew that if I screamed, my neighbors would hear me. I dozed off to images of a prowler breaking into some villager’s house, searching for money and valuables (villagers tend not to deposit their money in any sort of financial institution, even though we have a small bank, “caisse populaire,” in village and people do understand the basic value of doing so. I’ve been told this is born of the legacy of colonialism - keeping money in any official institution was risky as it would often be confiscated by the colonial powers-that-were).
After a less-than-satisfactory night’s sleep, I got up and stopped by the marché before heading off to school. I asked about the drumming and eventually ascertained that the theft had been of a cow, not a break-in. The drumming was an alarm system of sorts, a call to action for the village men. I felt enormously relieved that it was a cow-thief and not a burglar. The thief had gotten away, but without the cow. Though certainly not a good thing, livestock thievery is pretty common and, in village terms, is not as grave as other, less common forms of theft. Thus, my inquietude was diminished.
Harvest Time
Well-fed poets may dream of finding the world within a grain of sand, but a starving man can find the entire universe and all the ecstasies of eternity in a mouthful of groundnut stew and a tin cup of well water.
Richard Dooling, “White Man’s Grave”
We’re currently in the midst of the harvest season here in Burkina Faso, the dry cornstalks and crisp smell of dying vegetation and dry earth are reminiscent of the autumnal northeastern United States (I can almost taste my mom’s pumpkin pie). The word "harvest" seems most appropriately associated with abundance, Thanksgiving's cornucopia, a holiday meal. Unfortunately, this year’s rainy season, though violent, was brief. It started late, came all at once in deluge after deluge, then ceased unexpectedly. In my village, dozens of houses were severely damaged or destroyed, including the house of one of my closest friends. She insisted on continuing to sleep in it, against my protestations, and her house fell in on itself only hours after she'd been sleeping inside. The southern areas of Burkina experienced severe flooding in July and August, followed by extreme drought when there is typically rain. Climate change? Methinks most certainly. The Sahel (immediate sub-Saharan Africa stretching from the Atlantic to the Red Sea –
Then again,
You didn't have to join the human race. You could have stayed in America where five percent of the world's population consumes seventy-five percent of the world's resources (Richard Dooling, White Man's Grave).
I guess it’s pretty obvious that I have a hard time wrapping my head around the increasingly dire situation that this part of the world faces and the factors of Western-origin that caused and perpetuate it. Please forgive the incendiary nature of the quote - it's a harsh reality that I've come face to face with via this formative crash-course in "this is how the world actually works." Life here is hard. I’m confident that, if anything, my blog entries have demonstrated that. The average Burkinabé struggles in a way that the average American can’t fathom. I understand that better than most, but I only live amidst it, I don’t live it. The fact that the lifestyles we, as inhabitants of the "First World", lead actually make life harder here is one of the universe's sad, sick jokes. The really disgusting thing is that, aside from perpetrating heinous environmental, economic and humanitarian crimes against the "developing" world, it's the example of the developed world, especially the United States, that pushes them to strive toward ill-conceived, damaging production methods and consumption habits that mimic ours.
The harvest itself has been dismal. Corn is a third or half the size it was last year, many millet fields were ruined or produced a much lower yield than usual, and I can only imagine the impact the copious rain, then lack thereof has had on cotton. These are Burkina’s cash crops and, currently, it looks like the average family will eat less than they did last year. Prices are already elevated and it’s clear that we’ll witness quite a bit more suffering and struggle than this past year, from the costs of refurbishing and replacing damaged or destroyed houses and the loss of revenue from poor or failed crops - the mainstay of the average rural family's income. The following is a quote from an article, "Local Leaders Say Flood-Hit Residents Will Need Food Aid for Months," the link to which can be found on the sidebar:
"I was sleeping with my family when I heard the waters entering through the windows," Lassina Sanou, father of eight, told IRIN. He said it cost him 300,000 CFA francs (US$645) to build his mud house; now it's gone and he lives in a makeshift shelter. He lost his crops and cattle to the floods.
"I have to start from nothing again. I will have to come up with money and it will take years."
So, there you have it. I realize this is a fairly somber way to end this entry, but it's reality as my friends and neighbors live it.“The people of the First World are eating the children of the
“That”s…unusual,” said Boone. “But I don’t know what it means.”
“Cannibalism,” said Frank. “You are what you eat; but they aren’t, because we eat it all; therefore we are eating them.”
Richard Dooling “White Man’s Grave”
It’s hard to reconcile the world I left with the one I find myself in now. I feel as if I cheated fate and got a whole other life in my allotted span.
Tanya Shaffer “Somebody’s Heart Is Burning: A Woman Wanderer in